Maybe He Has A Different Plan

When I quit my job over a year ago I was very content in my decision and I was convinced I had life "figured" out. I was doing what I was supposed to be doing and there was no doubt in my mind. WELL...over the past few months I have had this feeling...this very nagging feeling like I am not doing what I am supposed to be doing anymore...a longing for something more...or maybe just something different. I have really enjoyed spending the last year with my girls, but Brooke is in school now and Paige desperately needs to be in some sort of structured program. The only problem is I don't know where that leaves me. I wish the feeling that I am having came along with an instruction manual so I knew for sure that where I end up is where I am supposed to be. Since it doesn't come with a manual of any type I have to put my trust in God and lean on Him in this time and I can't help but know that the feeling that is weighing on my heart is his way of telling me that maybe just maybe he has a different plan. After much consideration I have decided to take the semester off of school so I can figure things out and get the girls settled into school and routine. I plan to start looking for a job or at least a way to spend my time, so here's to hoping the rest just somehow falls into place!